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November 25, 2010

I HATE THIS SO MUCH. I DO I DO I DO. FUCK THIS BITCH. KHSFJKDKEWFHAJCKAFDVKNCKJSDNHFJVSNKJV.

I’m done with my wordpress.

September 22, 2010

I never get on, so it’s pointless. I do still have tumblr though, here’s the link

http://xinsomniacx.tumblr.com/

i’ll probably start posting poetry and stuff on there too.

A letter to an old friend.

September 9, 2010

Dear exbestfriend,
I miss you, you’re like, 3 years younger than me but were my best friend for about 8 years. Why’d you have to change? Sorry if I ever disappointed you. I still don’t know why you stopped talking to me. I haven’t seen you in over a year, and we haven’t been close for even longer. I still miss you.
love,
me.

Poetry Awards 4Thursday Poets Rally Week 26 Plus More… (via Jingle)

August 16, 2010

I’m so happy to have earned these 3 awards 😀

Poetry Awards 4Thursday Poets Rally Week 26 Plus More... The Most Graceful Poet Award The Most Compassionate Poet Award The Most Resilient Poet Award Greeting! The following poets have won Thursday Poets Rally Week 26 all three poetry awards. Since 95% of the participants work hard and have done excellent job, thus I am proud of you and willing to pass you all three award for the week. U Rock!  xxxx If you are a poet and wish to win these awards, you can still participate Rally week 26 by leaving a com … Read More

via Jingle

Hey everybody!

August 13, 2010

I’m just posting this to say I’m sorry if I haven’t gotten back to you when you’ve commented my poems, I’m still adjusting to everything on here, and have been kinda stressed out, thank you all!

Dear best friend (for thursday poets rally week 26)

August 12, 2010

Dear best friend.

Don’t die.

You aren’t allowed.

You mean too much.

Please don’t die.

You’re pretty much my sister.

I’d die without you.

Don’t be sick.

You know neither of us can take this anymore.

You’re one of the 3 people I don’t refuse to cry in front of.

I can lean on you, and you can fall on me.

Remember the “best school year ever”?

Remember our “friends”?

I wish they weren’t on drugs now.

You’re the only one who told me i won’t become a bitch again.

I don’t believe it.

I’m really worried about you.

We keep eachother strong.

This probably made you cry.

Just remember I love you, and to hang in there.

Love, me.

Bye

August 2, 2010

I refuse.
I will not give in.
You’re no good in my life anymore.
You just aren’t worth it.
I’m done.
Have a nice life.
I’m sure you’ll fuck it up just fine without me.
I don’t need the stress.
Our friendship has failed.
It was fun while it lasted.
I used to long for the days we’d all have fun.
Now they’re just meaningless memories.
Obviously our friendship meant nothing.
But I’ve let that go.
So, bye.

Done & Over

July 7, 2010

It’s done and over,

I bid you adieu.

It’s done and over,

So fuck you.

You crossed the line.

July 7, 2010

You’ve crossed the line.

One too many times.

I’m done with the bullshit.

I’m done with the lies.

The way you look in my eyes.

It makes me sick.

You crossed the line yet again.

I can no longer pretend,

That i can even stand you at all.

Remember me?

July 5, 2010

Hey!

Yeah, you.

Remember me?

How we used to be?

Remember when we were best friends?

When nothing could keep us apart?

When everytime somebody did one little thing to one of us, we had eachother’s backs?

How you used to not be a loser?

How we had so much fun doing nothing?

When I didn’t resent you completely?

When you’d call at 3 am just to see how i was?

Remember me?

I didn’t think so.

It was so long ago.

I wish i could forget.

Forget the times we had.

The good, and the bad.

The happy and the sad.

We’d ‘just dance’ and have fun with our lives.

Until the bullshit took you over.

Remember me?

I don’t.

Not how I used to be.

I’m different now, and so are you.

I’m done with the shit.

It’s time to say bye to you.